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Black Rushin’

For a minority teen in the U.S., admitting you like Rush may be the ultimate taboo.

Rush is sometimes described as the whitest rock band in the world. Geddy Lee's high-pitched banshee-like wail can sometimes even make Morrissey sound as buttery as Al Green. I think that even when one Anglophile finds out another Anglophile listens to Rush, they are like, "Damn, you're white!"

As a member of a minority in the U.S. (which I am), admitting to your family that you're a fan might possibly be the ultimate taboo. It might even transcend the turbulence and alienation of confessing homosexuality. The shock. The horror. The confusion. Most likely your family won't even know who Rush are, and if so, you might be in the clear—but one can only be so lucky. It wouldn't surprise me if there were a black kid somewhere, as I type this, who is attempting to extol the virtues of Geddy Lee's bass chops on "Overture/The Temples of Syrinx" just before being shamed back into secrecy by his lesbian sister.

Living in South San Diego in the early '80s, I was a typical preteen. On sunny Saturdays my dad would blast his soul and funk records and the cholos would drive by in their impeccably waxed cars bumping oldies. When I was about 8, I received my first hip-hop mix tape, and witnessing a B-boy's greasy Jheri-curled head gyrating effortlessly on the marble floor in front of the local theater was probably the single most exciting public spectacle I had experienced up to that point. Then I found rock.

The kids I hung out with were a motley bunch from various ethnic backgrounds: Mexican, Guamanian, and, in my case, African-American and Filipino. We got into rock music to escape the predictable doldrums of neighborhood life. Rush seemed to be the puzzle piece that fit perfectly into the obsessive trajectory toward male puberty. First it was insects, next military weaponry, after that Star Wars (duh), then Dungeons & Dragons, and, of course, Neal Peart's drum set.

Neal Peart's drum set was fodder for hours of adoration and debate within my group of friends. It was bigger, shinier, and more accessorized than anyone else's—and he could play it with a level of technicality that was just incomprehensible to us. We would stare at live pictures trying to identify which piece made what sound on which song: "That's gotta be the glockenspiel!" I remember one of my friends practically getting into a fistfight with this fat loudmouth kid over the pronunciation of Neil's name. "Puurrrrt," my friend said. "Peee-urrrrt," the other kid snidely claimed. They had to be separated.

My friends and I had a quasi-rehearsal space in my garage that resembled Fat Albert and the gang's junkyard jam studio. We had a chalkboard set up with our band name, "YYZ" (Rush's classic instrumental track, complete with multiple time signatures), drawn on it. My drum set consisted of whatever crap was lying around that I could beat on. I vividly remember that for my snare drum I used a little wooden recipe box, and for drumsticks I repurposed some old nunchucks I'd made from a thick broomstick handle when we were all going through our martial-arts phase. I had originally painted the nunchucks silver, and when I drummed the paint would bleed off onto my hands. By the end of rehearsal, I looked like one of those gas-huffing Romanian kids covered in Auralac.

My dad was a man's man originally from southern Texas, a hardened Vietnam vet. Most of my leisure activities evoked bewilderment and regret from my pops, but this newfound music interest seemed to take his feelings of perplexity to a new level. He would peer into the garage and just shake his head. "Actin' like a fool," he'd say to me.

I used to try make my mom listen to Rush on my portable Panasonic cassette player. Looking back, I guess it was a bit of a stretch to think I could turn her on to a Canadian prog-rock power trio that put out concept albums based on dystopian tales set in the year 2112, since she was still just getting a grasp on American culture. Listening to AM Gold and Freddie Aguilar was probably the most adventurous she had ever gotten with music. I would think to myself, "She'll love the intro to 'The Trees,' she just hasn't heard it enough." I'd turn up a highly technical passage for her to hear, and she would just grimace and in her hard Filipino accent say, "Aye, it's soooo ogly!"

As I got older, I obsessed less over Rush and moved on to other bands. I knew I wanted to hang out with girls, and telling them you're a Rush fan usually isn't your biggest selling point. It's kind of like saying, "Hey, I still play with toys while I take a bath, do you wanna make out?" Like so many people, I honestly felt the albums following Moving Pictures just didn't do it for me, though I was, and still am, a fan at heart.

I eventually graduated to playing real instruments. As a musician, I've always embraced the music-nerd side of me cultivated by hours of listening to Rush. I've learned that no matter what type of musician you are, if you have the mettle to flawlessly execute Rush riffs, you will be highly revered. But if you can flawlessly execute Rush riffs, wear clothes that fit, aren't a virgin, and don't hang around Guitar Center entering contests called "Guitarmageddon" and "Bass Wars"—then you will be a god.

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  • Starfish Petting Zoo 07/29/2008 1:40:00 AM

    Oh Greg you ignorant bitch. Don't make me get all By-tor and the snow dogs on yer ass. Always one naysayer in the bunch. Great article Sir White. Long may you wave your Rush freak flag. You still got it baby.

  • Greg Morrison 06/29/2008 11:18:00 PM

    Are you serious? This is what you chose to write about? This is one of the most idiotic articles I've ever read. Why is it taboo for black people to like Rush? They're incredibly talented. Are black people only supposed to listen to ignorant gangsta rap? Seriously ignorant notion. Grow up.

  • Sandy Foster (mommy_of_zuzu) 06/25/2008 5:35:00 PM

    I love the Internet. Since Signals I felt like the only black woman that loved Rush! "Welcome to the fold" - hear, hear! I hope the guys get to read this article someday--they'll be proud. Wonderful article, Nicolae. Funny and true. Rush on, brother.

  • Mike 06/17/2008 10:08:00 AM

    FINALLY!!!! Someone feels my pain! As an "African-American" (My background is actually West Indian), listening to RUSH has been a bit of a socialogical burden, to say the least. While I grew up primarily in Long Island, my last two years of High School was spent in San Francisco. It was there that I was introduced to RUSH, and immediately got hooked. Rush's latest performance at the Gorge was the 7th time I've seen the band live. I was happy to see so many ethnic backgrounds represented, but the overwhelming majority was still white & male. As one concert goer posed on the way back to the parking area "Boy, there's so many guys here. Rush concerts sure are a 'sausage-fest'" THank you for your article (which I was linked to from "www.AndrewOlson.com") Not only was it well-written, extremely entertaining, and oddly accurate, but a source of vindication for me! (A guitarist/bassist myself)

  • Alex 06/12/2008 12:13:00 AM

    Hilarious! While middle-aged white females such as myself might have a slight degree of difficulty sharing our love of rap or hip-hop with our peers, we at least are enjoying something with a known, unarguable "cool" factor. No one will question the validity of the choice, even if they don't share it. But Rush, despite good musicianship, etc., no longer have the "cool" factor outside nerdly audiences, and therefore this love has much more trouble speaking its name to a non-nerd audience ;-) Like Mamet said, we laugh because it's funny and we laugh because it's true. Great article :-)

  • HAR125LEM 06/09/2008 2:29:00 PM

    Great Article. I went through phases with RUSH. Got into them with "PERMANENT WAVES". Dropped them after "POWER WINDOWS" Too sythn for me. When I moved to Oregon in early 90s, I worked PT in a record store. Got a copy of "PRESTO". Hated it. And I felt at the time that Rupert Hine was their greatest pick for Producer. Hine's creds were more Pop and New Wave. Then this White guy I worked with tried to get me into "ROLL THE BONES" He tried to entice me with "THERE'S RAP ON IT!" because he knew I was Harlem born & raised. LOL Got back into the band through an ex-girlfriend's copy of "TEST FOR ECHO". Rocked that CD for days. Brought it everywhere with me. Then finally went to see them live at the "VAPOR TRAILS" tour. I was about to sell "PRESTO" (moved back to New York), when I decided to give it another listen. Ended up keeping it. I felt that Hine actually gave RUSH a more adult sensibility on that one and "ROLL THE BONES". Had to mature for those two. Finally got hold of "HOLD YOUR FIRE" too. Which is my 2nd fave after "SIGNALS" Got to see the band again for the first leg of the "SNAKES & ARROWS" tour at MSG in New York. I was like "DAYYYUUUMMM!" at the loads of Black & Latino folks I saw at the show. It was also the one of the BEST Concerts I ever saw in ages. The lighting set-up had me practically in tears. It was so marvelously done. Like I tell folks, Chaka Khan's "FUNK THIS" and RUSH's "SNAKES AND ARROWS" are the BEST CDs I've heard last year. I play both to death. Trying to see them again at Atlantic City before I shoot out West again for the summer.

  • Eric 06/09/2008 3:03:00 AM

    I loved your article! It embraces a lot of my feelings about the band even though I am a generic straight white guy. Nicely done! I laughed a lot and have passed it around to friends. My wife enjoys going to Rush shows as she does like some of the music, but I swear it is because she is the only one in the women's room. I hope you have listened to the new album, it hearkens back to a lot of things while looking forward in other ways.

  • Art McKinnon 06/07/2008 8:45:00 PM

    Great article Nicolae! I have been a Rush fan since 1979 when I was a gangly white kid looking for anything that wasn't disco! Hemispheres did it for me, I remember I was at a college party and heard The Trees and said, "who is this?". Saw them for the first time in Rochester NY for the Permanent Waves tour and have been a huge fan ever since. Although the older stuff is more dear to my heart,(From the first album Rush thru Signals) I have every album and each album says something to me. I do like the they way they have evolved and these have to be the 3 best guys in Rock. I have seen them 23 times and will go for my 24th time this July at the PNC concert in NJ. My children are 2nd generation fans and my son plays guitar and has Rush tunes in his setlist! But I also remember when I was in the Navy and I has a really cool friend named Cooledge who was so into Rush, maybe more so than I. He was the first brother I had ever run into that even admitted they knew who Rush were, much less worshipped them. We were both on the USS Blue Ridge stationed in Japan and operated radar scopes and we would leave Rush songs on our radar scopes for each other as we changed watches! As the years went by I have run into more and more African American brothers who have an affection for Rush! I can tell you stories too of some but not many ladies that I have run into who are huge Rush fans too, although every girl I ever went out with and that includes my wife, can't stand them! I liked your article and thought I would drop a line. Take care and remember All The Worlds A Stage!!! Art

  • Jon Gentile 05/31/2008 10:45:00 PM

    As a musician who learned to play by listening to Rush, the Who, Zep, and the like, thanks for the article...I'm a bit older than you, (I think) and I started playing about the time 2112 came out. I have found that for the most part, the nerdy kids that hung on every sixteenth-note flourish of each song, matured into thoughtful, creative, and successful adults.BTW-I can still nail the bass parts of many Rush tunes...

  • A Troll from Berkeley 05/30/2008 10:02:00 PM

    Couldn't have been too much different from the dinosaur 50's...and let's face it, since when has any music been acceptable to EVERYONE? Is it art? Ask Art Garfunkel---but I have no regrets, my son a virulent Caress Of Steel addict...and I still listen to tmy copy of the title album thank you very much..

  • burgerlawfirm@aol.com 05/30/2008 6:36:00 PM

    What a great article/story!!! I, too, felt the shame and alienation of being a Rush fan (though I am a Cleveland, OH, white boy). Many of my compatriots shunned me due to my adoration (they said obsession) with Rush. My parents just shook their heads. My sorrow and isolation were alleviated when I fell in with kindred spirits - musicians who really understood the band. My grades improved, my acne cleared up and I could maintain a decent conversation with girls (a date, though, was a bit too much to ask as they were mostly interested in Journey or Boston [something about that high-pitched-voiced singer appealed to them]). Then came college. Ah, the fond memories of discussing "2112" in English Literature (even though I had to explain [repeatedly] to the professor that the band was Canadian). The hipster chics even liked them, too! I was in heaven! My long years of suffering paid off in droves! Take care, my friend. I welcome you to the fold. As the master says, "Turn on the music and smile, get carried away on the songs and stories of vanished times"!

  • Bardahl 05/29/2008 10:21:00 AM

    It's funny, 'cause Rush did seem like an entry point into rock for me. Actually, I listened to a lot of stuff growing up, but it wasn't "ROCK," it was just "music". I was 12 when Seattle instituted busing (in 1979) and I had to go to McClure Middle School on Queen Anne Hill. Suddenly, music was a cultural signifier. Only white kids listened to rock and only black kids listened to disco (all black music was disco to the white kids). In 8th grade the school got a jukebox for the cafeteria and filled it with rock and R&B tunes -- sort of forcing us to hear each other's tunes. It's funny, but I remember listening to Rush, Van Halen and AC/DC in particular and thinking, "Hey, this stuff ain't half-bad." By 9th grade, I listened to KISW and KZOK all the time. I suppose it was a bit of an education, but since I didn't really have anyone to guide me, I sort of picked up things piecemeal. I heard some other prog bands around this time, Yes, Genesis, Jetho Tull, King Crimson...but none of them had Rush's super-clean, technical sound. You could hear every note. Every drum hit. And their songs were about more than chasing girls or falling in and out of love. I can't say I was a hardcore fan, but I do remember picking out the bass lines to "A Passage to Bangkok" on my cheap acoustic guitar. My friends in the Rainier Valley didn't really give me a hard time about liking rock and metal. And when I moved to Decatur, GA in 1982 to a mostly black school, it mattered even less. I haven't listened to Rush since the late 80's..."Hold Your Fire" was the last album I had by them. While I don't think they're 'corny', I do think my tastes have changed. Instead of Peart, I think Tony Allen may be the best "rock" drummer working today. I think Alex Lifeson's a fairly decent guitarist, but he doesn't blow my mind like Zappa or Danny Gatton or that guy from The Only Ones who rips that killer solo on "Another Girl, Another Planet." And Geddy Lee...there was a period in the late 80's, early 90's when my band would regularly play with some super-busy Geddy Lee type bass player...Guitarists wanted to be Eddie, bass players wanted to be Geddy. Anyway...thanks for the article!

  • Geddy Lee's Bass Pedals 05/29/2008 9:25:00 AM

    Indeed, my blasian brother!

  • Glenn 05/29/2008 12:34:00 AM

    Great Story-Taking my 13 year old son to Rush on Saturday. My first Rush concert and now I can check one off the list before I die.

  • 05/28/2008 11:25:00 PM

    What a great and funny piece of writing! I've seen Rush in concert no fewer than five times. The first was in 1977 on the "Hemispheres" tour, and was one of the first half-dozen concerts I'd ever attended. Most recently, I saw them last year at White River. Props to Peart! Alex is Awesome! Geddy is God!

  • black chameleon 05/28/2008 10:59:00 PM

    Is there some sort of Rush re-appreciation movement in the breeze? I was in a hipster cinema in PDX a few weeks ago; the intercom was playing "Permanent Waves". And it seemed to be done without a trace of irony....

 

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